Friday, January 8, 2010

My Wish

Been a while since my last entry.. well life been hectic for me as I am opening a new chapter in my life ... Now that I am officially single again...

To tell you the truth, it doesn't feel at all different from the previous one year and a half, of course it's just a matter of putting it all written & signed. However I do feel somewhat relieved, I am sure he feels the same way too and I am very happy for him. We really parted as good friends... I will still care for him for the rest of our lives that's for sure.

I will not lie about feeling sad about it... it's flesh & blood inside yea, not stone... The night we had the deed done, I had a horrible nightmare where I was in a very dark place, squatting on the floor and sobbing... and that was all the dream was. I woke up the next morning with a little pain in my chest, the proof that I actually cried in my sleep.

Most of my close ones know that I seldom cry, I find it hard to, I mean it will take a whole lot to make me, so I guessed all the pent-up sadness was unconsciously released while I was sleeping.

At this very transition moments, I thought of one of my favourite song from The Rascal Flatts, it just talked to me as I how wanted to talk to all of you that I love... and that I had left behind.

My Wish

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you're faced with a choice and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you
And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walking till you find the window
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile...

But more than anything...
More than anything...

My wish for you
Is that life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big
Your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold
And while you're out getting where you're getting to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And want the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish...

I hope you never look back but you never forget
All the ones who love you in the place you left
I hope you always forgive and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get
Oh you find God's grace in every mistake
And you always give more then you take
Oh more than anything...
Yeah and more than anything............

To all whom I love, pray I stay strong.

You know who u are...